Life just really sucks. Sometimes people just don't know what they can have, sometimes they do and they blow it off anyway. Which person is more stupid? I don't think he gets it. I haven't moved cause I don't want to move. Yet I can't stay cause I can't do what he wants me to. Talk about a rock and a hard place. Sometimes I would rather be dead. Then i wouldn't have to make the hard choices in life. I am going to miss this so much. Life was great, then good, then bad now it's just here. It's not just moving, it's the big picture. No more playing in the garden, no more watching stupid tv shows, no more snuggles at night. No more anything. Not even the petty annoying things. No more really great days, no more sucky days when nothing goes right. Nothing. No more. Quoth the Raven, Nevermore.